The Daughter of a Yorkshire Man renamed – (Missing Yorkshire)
I miss Yorkshire things.
Like Eccles cakes or fly pie with a cup of tea.
Yorkshire puds with roast beef, and mashed spuds with gravy.
Parkin at guy fawkes.
Cheese with Christmas cake.
And the way we'd say ee bah gum, which meant anything and everything.
And I miss the stories of the Dales, childhoods, family.
So many stories.
I miss the aroma of pubs: old beer, mixed with furniture polish.
I miss the stories held in stones of old buildings and the ruins.
I miss the nattering about everything and anything.
And the word games.
I miss the sound of words spoken: the soft, short, northern vowels.
The resilient observational comedy arising from simply watching the world.
I miss that blood was thicker than water.
And being their only daughter knowing it was up to me.
To be there.
I miss the songs we'd sing.
like Yellow Bird and Ilkley moor bah tat.
And that I could make someone's day.
Just by popping in and that.
I miss my greatest fans on all the earth.
My Yorkshire mum and dad.
Now that he's gone too, I miss them both.
And I miss home.
Sometimes, I say just the word home.
Then I say it again.
Just to listen to its lovely sound.
Home.
Letting it go deep; it conjures something in me.
It is the purest, most hopeful, comforting word I know.
Not long ago, one frail day, she looked up at me and spoke.
It's funny, I want to go home – yet I'm already home.
And she laughed.
Soon after she left.
For home, I suppose.